i have been packing clothes and am over it

i have clothes all over the lounge floor...piles that I will take piles that I wont take piles to put in the to grow back down into and piles for trade me that were bought on impulse-when did I ever think I'd be a size 16..they are just depressing so out they go..and if I do no, when I do get back close to a size 16 again i am sure they will still be making them..in the meantime I have 4 boxes of clothes to get thru before I go naked in sizes 24 down to 18. Many still with labels and never worn several I dnt even remember buying...funny that.

head up to Chch tomorrow hope to be away by 12 I have an appointment at 4 on the way so the latest I can leave is 1 so planning on 12 is a good option...still have a million things to do. Off now to sort the spare bedroom...we r coming back Queen b/day weekend and bringing my mans 3 yr old daughter with us so wnat the room to look pretty for her have a nice merry go round Lorraine Lea duvet and pretty butterfly sheets have made a sign for the door Brooke sleeps here want it to be really special for her and her Dad too.

talk again from Chch

sad time my man went to Chch today...boohoo

I go up Saturday for the night we r going to stay in a motel..took every flybuy point I had but will be nice to be alone for last time in a wee while.
Got a linen party tonight so that will be good keep my mind off the empty house. www.linenparties.com
Work tomorrow 12noon till 5 and again on Monday last day. Posted a notice on work web page to sell my uniform off and have had a reply so hope that comes up trumps will be a few pennies my way...also had a bit of success with sales on trademe of late so a few dollars come in there too...thank god.

Went out for lunch with my girlfriend so was nice to catch up with her she was sad cause I am leaving.

Spent couple hours this afternnoon making a Happy Birthday banner for my man daughter she will be 3 on Saturday that is why I am going Chch but she is coming with us, mother permitting, when we come down here for Queens Birthday Weekend so I am planning a wee party for her here with a couple of my friends kids...it is also my man b/day on 1st so wee fun time for hime to spend his b/day with his girl.

guess i best get dressed etc nearly asleep actually was little sleep last night was still up fiddling around at 4am

EXCITING NEW STAGE IN LIFE

ok moving day is Tuesday next week. I am looking forward to it.Have checked umpteen different web pages re things i am going to do while there to make the move and life exciting...aquafit classes are Mon Wed and Thurs morning and swimming classes start new term. I will join the gym membership so can go to Centenial pool my fav but also can go to QE2 with the kids and Pioneer if I am over that way too. I will join the library so if things get to crowded in the caravan can so wrk there. The beach will be calling me as well. And i can get to know my family and friends that over the last 20plus years I have had little contact with. Not to mention I will be able to increase my client list for linen. I wnet to a wedding Easter weekend and met a lady there I want to contact re being my mentor she is keen for me to get intouch when I get up there so that will be grand.

ITS ALL GOOD.

heavy rain - usually a trickle

ps

will post a photo of my grand daughter I got this for mothers day

she will be 2 aug 5th

10mths and oh so many changes

not sure if I'll start blogging again but I know it helped me get thru so much shit when I was blogging so maybe I'll start again.

my life is pretty up and down just now more dwn than up actually.

huge weight gain
new relationship and the trials that brings-it hard breaking in a new man
nearly on the verge of loosing my house this time to the bank
probably have to move to Christchurch for work for partner that was tobe this weekend but now on hold so more uncertainty
have started my own mobile linen business HUGE step but I love it. flexible hours, my own boss, meet loads of lovely pple and GREAT money Lorraine Lea Linen www.linenparties.com you never know i might be heading your way one day soon.

right now I best get the fish fillets and veges on for tea my man will be home cold and hungry soon.

I will be back and hopefully it wont be 10mths between posts