hospital and bad health

My health has been getting worse over the last few months actually to be honest I can't remember being well all this year. Asthma and Broncitis coming and going evedry couple of weeks...been getting worse over the last month...been to dr 4 times in 3 weeks and no improvement and then wham Sunday afternoon I couldn't get my breath had a nebuliser but still no sucess sucked on inhaler all afternoon and just got worse had another neb at 5 then Alan run an ambulance 3 more neblits in ambulance and at hospital with lights flashing. Of course I was put in quarantine till they decided I was flu free chest xray revealed I had a collapsed lung FUCK so a wee op to insert a tube into the left lung and train it...because the repritory ward had a flu scare I was addmitted to cardiac ward at 1.30am not alot of sleep had but was bloody nice to be able to breath. Had been so SCARY I tell you and alone...unfortunately Alan also is crook so wasnt aloud in the hospital because f infection so here I am fitting for breath and just wanting him to make it all better and he couldnt help me...very lonely
Next day
transfered to respitory ward mid morning helps more bloods etc Socail worker physcio doctors etc...physio is getting me some treatment for my knee go figure in for chest get me knee fixed had nothing after the bloody op on it. Have breathing classes to go to and some others to inquire about next week.
Next Day
more xray and yeap it back up so out with tube and train and more xray later in day all ok so u can go home so discharged at 7. Alan met me at door and home back to caravan not ideal but that is how it is.
Next Day
Alan dad at dr with chest infection me running around doing that taking Alan to work getting scriptions etc went over to stay afternoon with Mum just to get some rest
Next Day
Alan to dr he has phnemonia so more running around more xrays more drs more prescriptions to be collected and very little rest
later that day I had an appointment to be assessed for Green Prescription course I start on monday set myself some challenges and walked out feeling bloodybest I have felt in ages.
Today
After getting some stuff sorted here left for a walk took car to mall and walked for 20mins nothing major but better than naught and I was pleased I did it. Then went over picked up Mum and we did a few wee chores and more walking/strolling around shops. Got home about 5 Alan had tea cooked.
Tomorrow going to watch my newphew (age 5) play rugby then, tom after Alan daughter (age3) is coming to visit later tom night we are all out family dinner 22 of us for Mum and Dad 50 wedding anniversary so a long day ahead but could have been longer as I also had a linen party to do but I have stepped back moved the 5 parties I had this week, for 10days bugger but it has to be done.

email back up and running

after 92 minutes yesterday and another 59mins and 57 seconds today I finally have my email up nad running BUT any mail sent to me in the last 2 days has been lost forever but at least i have email again.

being unemployed sucks

Alan is still looking 4 work and getting so disgruntled with every rejection costing a fortune to get nowhere...just as example this morning down to get a paper 1.80 and 3 phone calls to cell number 1.50 each to be told sorry job already gone.

spent 90 mins on phone to telecom yesterday got nowhere there...I cancelled our phone b4 leaving twizel arranged that yeap could still have cellphones and mobile broad band etc nothing would change....yesterday at 3pm I had no email so rung at 5 to see why oh you cant have email on mobile broadband FUCK after 90 mins and shuffled around about 6 different ppl I got disconnected. Was OVER it all so never rung back will start that battle again today.

rung State Ins to say my house was unoccupied like ya would and told oh we dnt insure unocciped house yr insureance will cancell end of month...after arguing the point for half an hour I hung up. Grumbled and ranted about it for 5 mins rung the twizel real estate agent to see how there empty houses and holliday homes are insured she is gonna get back to me today. Then i rung state back again got a different person and a different answer i said ok if I go to Aussie 4 3wks holiday house is unoccupied so are u saying it not insured oh no she says that is different I can't see how but I got an extention to end of July re insurance and will fit that battle again another day.

PLUS the mail that was redirected from home arrived and it was an overdue rates demand pay now or else $700 an overdue phone bill pay immediately $900 and a did u forget your power bill $200 and car rego is due

WHAT MORE CAN A GIRL DEAL WITH IN ONE DAY

right now I have had my blog bleat i feel a little better

The sun is out and I am going to go and have a shower and then tackle the day starting with bloody telecom.

booked 4 linen parties for next month we have a sale on 10-70% off some items so will help my sales and bookings

life in the caravan is going fine last night was the first time I felt cold but wasnt long and I warmed up hardest part of all this is coping with Alan dad he is 81 and got parkinsons I think I do well to keep my cool but today is his day at his old pples group so a day of peace...just had that thought shattered by Alan he siad there is only 4 hrs and the old man be home - shut ya bloody mouth


If u know anyone in Chch area that want to buy a Nissan primera oops sorry just been corrected a 93 Nissan Primera I know where there is one for sale...next thing will be the furniture i think. Already got an appointment to see real estate agent in Twizel on the 26th, when I go dwn home again, to sell house it has to be done...just a very big debt around my neck I don't need and can't handle.
right look out telecom Felicity is heading your way

a down side to Chch

its midnight and I cant sleep at ome I'd go for a walk but shit cant do that around here dodgy enough in daylight.

pleny of paperwork I could be doing or trade me stuff to load but that is all in the caravan and Alan is asleep dnt want to disturb him..been a tough day for him and his Dad we got a call at 5.30am to say that Alan senoir sister died, been expected but tough all the same., so i'll just mindlessly surf the internet that usually cost me mind you.

decided today we will bring a chest of drawers dwn next trip as I am so over living out of boxes but slowly getting our little home sorted.

ok off I go to mindlessly surf the net

chat soon

settled in Chch

been here a couple weeks minus couple trips to Twzel for weekends. Had a quik trip down there this last weekend but settled in our wee home

small caravan up Alan dad drive working ok the bathroon is an issue (an 80yr old wth parkinsons is not pleasant) but generally it ok. I had a wee melt down last Wed I snapped at Alan so went for a walk when i came back he was waiting for me and apoligised for not realising how tough this is for me...no money no where to live moving away from all friends and family etc and being responcible for the move etc but I am being positive and we r on holiday isnt that right being in a caravan I can go to aqua classes (once this bloody period I have got first in 5 yrs and its a beaut is finished) swimming classes so I can learn to swim and catcing up with old friends i have lost contac with over the years....visited with a mate on Thurs and had a neat catch up.

been cooking meals here, so Alan dad is getting feed well...tonight we had vege bake and stuffed sausages very tasty

battery is getting low on lap top so best make a move and check emails and trade me.

i have been packing clothes and am over it

i have clothes all over the lounge floor...piles that I will take piles that I wont take piles to put in the to grow back down into and piles for trade me that were bought on impulse-when did I ever think I'd be a size 16..they are just depressing so out they go..and if I do no, when I do get back close to a size 16 again i am sure they will still be making them..in the meantime I have 4 boxes of clothes to get thru before I go naked in sizes 24 down to 18. Many still with labels and never worn several I dnt even remember buying...funny that.

head up to Chch tomorrow hope to be away by 12 I have an appointment at 4 on the way so the latest I can leave is 1 so planning on 12 is a good option...still have a million things to do. Off now to sort the spare bedroom...we r coming back Queen b/day weekend and bringing my mans 3 yr old daughter with us so wnat the room to look pretty for her have a nice merry go round Lorraine Lea duvet and pretty butterfly sheets have made a sign for the door Brooke sleeps here want it to be really special for her and her Dad too.

talk again from Chch

sad time my man went to Chch today...boohoo

I go up Saturday for the night we r going to stay in a motel..took every flybuy point I had but will be nice to be alone for last time in a wee while.
Got a linen party tonight so that will be good keep my mind off the empty house. www.linenparties.com
Work tomorrow 12noon till 5 and again on Monday last day. Posted a notice on work web page to sell my uniform off and have had a reply so hope that comes up trumps will be a few pennies my way...also had a bit of success with sales on trademe of late so a few dollars come in there too...thank god.

Went out for lunch with my girlfriend so was nice to catch up with her she was sad cause I am leaving.

Spent couple hours this afternnoon making a Happy Birthday banner for my man daughter she will be 3 on Saturday that is why I am going Chch but she is coming with us, mother permitting, when we come down here for Queens Birthday Weekend so I am planning a wee party for her here with a couple of my friends kids...it is also my man b/day on 1st so wee fun time for hime to spend his b/day with his girl.

guess i best get dressed etc nearly asleep actually was little sleep last night was still up fiddling around at 4am

EXCITING NEW STAGE IN LIFE

ok moving day is Tuesday next week. I am looking forward to it.Have checked umpteen different web pages re things i am going to do while there to make the move and life exciting...aquafit classes are Mon Wed and Thurs morning and swimming classes start new term. I will join the gym membership so can go to Centenial pool my fav but also can go to QE2 with the kids and Pioneer if I am over that way too. I will join the library so if things get to crowded in the caravan can so wrk there. The beach will be calling me as well. And i can get to know my family and friends that over the last 20plus years I have had little contact with. Not to mention I will be able to increase my client list for linen. I wnet to a wedding Easter weekend and met a lady there I want to contact re being my mentor she is keen for me to get intouch when I get up there so that will be grand.

ITS ALL GOOD.

heavy rain - usually a trickle

ps

will post a photo of my grand daughter I got this for mothers day

she will be 2 aug 5th

10mths and oh so many changes

not sure if I'll start blogging again but I know it helped me get thru so much shit when I was blogging so maybe I'll start again.

my life is pretty up and down just now more dwn than up actually.

huge weight gain
new relationship and the trials that brings-it hard breaking in a new man
nearly on the verge of loosing my house this time to the bank
probably have to move to Christchurch for work for partner that was tobe this weekend but now on hold so more uncertainty
have started my own mobile linen business HUGE step but I love it. flexible hours, my own boss, meet loads of lovely pple and GREAT money Lorraine Lea Linen www.linenparties.com you never know i might be heading your way one day soon.

right now I best get the fish fillets and veges on for tea my man will be home cold and hungry soon.

I will be back and hopefully it wont be 10mths between posts

http://www.linenparties.com/

thought I'd show my face here again...fat and chubby face that it is getting.

Things have quietened down a lot this last 2 weeks thank god cause I was wearing very thin to the extent it was effecting my work and I got taken into the bosses office last Thursday he asked if everything was alright cause I had been making silly mistakes and something that was costing money and time to fix PULL YA HEAD IN FELICITY. But I am down to 3 jobs now and thing should be much smoother...that being said I have slowed right down this week to a dead stop...had couple of days working in Chch with linen and got a bloody bout of broncittis and feel like I am at deaths door. Stayed 2 extra days in Chch then came home Wednesday and bloobbed since...12 noon and still in my dressing gown. Will get dressed soon have to go to Omarama and deliver Avon this afternoon should have been done last weekend. Linen has been going really well I have exceeded my targets the last 2 months...if any of you know of anyone in mid/lower south island that I could contact re a linen party PLEASE let me know. Couple of big months ahead...starting on 14th Lorraine Lea Linen do HUGE promotion for Kids with Cancer thru the year and go all out for 2 weeks end of August...lots of parties and hoping this year to raise over 100 thousand and more exciting itsgoing to Starship Foundation here in little old Kiwiland, helping to refurbish 8 preteen units at Starship...FANTASTIC. I am donating a percentage of my months sales plus runnning a raffle at parties and will take it around town next week selling tickets. Plus I will have a party with all the party credits going to the Foundation so hope to raise $500 myself. So if anyone wants a raffle drop me a line hehehe prize is a Pj bear-see website for a picture of this cute wee fella...any sales of this bear $3 goes to the program.

Later

well I got to Omarama and did my Avon deliveries had a nice coffee and a peice of scrummy rocky road cake sure it was low calorie hehe. Was a lovely day but biter cold breeze and of course made me cough like an old man but nice to get out of the house...tomorrow I'll deliver the Twizel orders.

missing in action

but been having a ball for the most part....my computor crashed big time so I have lost all my blogs. Couldnt even remember what I had called my new one but thru some detective work found myself again hehehe

weight management has been the last thing on my mind to be honest.

Have taken up selling Lorraine Lea Linen (www.linenparties.com) if u want to have a look love to travell to your place for a party. Been extremely busy-at one stage I had 5 jobs but knocked it down to 4 and one will be coming to an end next month perhaps.

Most exciting news of late is that I have bought my house back off himself...translated I have mortgaged myself to the wall to get back what ones was mine but I can say my home again.

good to be back but my bed is calling me

night

not sure what sence this will make have had a couple of wines...and nothing to eat since 1pm so am pretty wasted.

had a lovely day in Oamaru today with my friend Ngaire, the one that was in Palmerston NTh, we did some shopping and I bought a drop dead beautiful winter coat at Farmers couple tops and some pink jammies and nitie (to go with my new duvet set) they r on layby, had lovely food , went to the flicks to see Bonnieville-a lovely day home about 8

heading away again on Tuesday to Chch Mum has been in Westport for a week and I am off to Chch to pick her up and hope to catch up with a certain 2 gal friends that make me laugh

I am having a blast of a time in my spare time, working like an ox in my not spare time...picked up another job(4) started Thursday was knackered when I got home at 10-counter wrk in Bistro with a bit of prep wrk on Saturday mrnings so looks like its 2nghts and 1mrning a week so with that and the office wrk and occassion bank I should survive the winter and keep the avon for play money.

still no word from that son as to when he is bringing my gr daughter to visit...actually no word from him at all ggggrrr was strong today and put back the cute jammies back that I had in trolly for Miss Sarah why bother when I dont see her spend ya hard earned money on yaself F

my eyelids are gettting heavy I might give up on trying to stay awake and call it a night..it is afterall 11.22 and time any pretty chick was in her bed.

cheerio chickies

tired

tired in body and mind. Been working in the local Lotto shop today-friend owns the shop and wanted to go to Chch for the weekend fro her grand daughters 2nd b/day so asked me if I'd help out thought it would be busy with the big 19milllion draw on tonight(which I just realised I misssed) but it was actually rather slow day-but nice for a change...several locals asked me if there was anywhere I didnt wrk heeheh pop up everywhere. I am toying with the idea of taking another job-cleaning early mornings at the pub but do I really want to start the day at 5am cleaning toilets and stuff not hard wrk but early mrning starts ick...but would it mean I can keep my house but can the body hold up. off to Omarama tomorrow deliverying Avon books unfortunately my last order hasnt arrived yet so darn have to make 2 trips dwn there but will also mean a nice lunch out.

3hrs walking will be a good start to training for the Chch marathon

nothing on telly tonight that I havent already seen so might go to bed can I ever get back that energy feeling...I had it when I was eating right and loosing weight hhhhmmmm

freezing cold

was a good wee frost here last night and me thinks there is gonna be another one tonight I am freezing, might even go to bed.

feeling sorry for myself tonight so pigged out on goddie gum drop icecream wasnt like I was even hungry cause I had a nice meal of roast pork at wrk

been pretty boring life here of late just wrk wrk wrk

Saturday night and home alone FANTASTIC


not actually a bit boring not a thing on telly could do some Avon but so not in the mood. Not in mood to load the million things one trade me either-just not sure what to put now for postage it is going to be such a challenge till I get an idea of what will be what...what was wrong with the way it was gggrrr


Had a great night out Thrs with the wrk crew the big bosses came from outta town and took us all out for dinner and drinks after. Got home at 1.30 wrk at 9 we were all very slow and it was a VERY LONG SLOW DAY Friday...didnt go out for usual after work drinks came home had a couple hrs nana nap then of course couldnt sleep later.





Had my friend Ngaire(use to live in Palmerston Nth-now in Oamaru) staying for Easter was so nice to have her here and she is so much closer now we hope to see loads more of each other.






Might hit the sack it is 10,30 after all and people do go to be around that time-so I am told hehehe

Had a Lorraine Lea Linen party on Wednesday night this is what I bought doesnt it look pretty and feminine. Having another party on the 19th April if u want to come u r more than welcome hehehe

Have my friend Ngaire visiting this weekend so that is neat.

Himself is moving his stuff out soon he has got a house to move into wont it be great I'll be able to park my new vehicle in the garage at last.

this wasnt the one I wanted to send but luv it all the same

latest photos

no not quite but nearly crawling still no word of a visit


nice family shot









been bloody busy working and playing
went to Timaru Friday got hair cut and coloured looks very nice, stayed the weekend and partied Sat night till the wee hours danced like a wild thing-hell who cares no one knew me hehehe

managed a beach walk and some shopping and a trip to the pictures as well

having a Lorraine Lea linen party here Wed evening and should really be cleaning the house. Avon is going well send my second order away Thursday-$1500
20th mth stuff at admin job so busy there and working at Bank Wed and Thurs

feel another weekend rave up or at least Friday night drinks and Sat few with friends after all it is a holiday weekend and itwould be rude not to now wouldn;t it.

will try and seee if i can save the viseo clip Anthony sent over of Miss Sarah but not sure I can so will send it seperate...so dont loose it all

got asked to work at lotto shop on the 5th April so all go I tell you

not looking good for talking to Anthony and Miss Sarah tonight its well after 11 and not a word txted him but no reply so think I might as well go to bed another Sunday disapointed....ya think I'd be use to it by now.

2am can't sleep

Had a great night Wednesday night and we got on really well-hope to spend some more time with him when I go to Timaru on Friday. Going to get my hair cut and colour so sick of the grey we dont have a hair dresser in town any more so a reall chore to get anything done time is usually strapped when I go to town. But couldnt get an appoinment for Sat so decided to go Fri and make a weekend of it.

Ngaire my friend in Kakanui rng this morning she is having so much trouble finding a house to rent she has to be out of were she is and still has no where to go- told her to come here.

So chuffed with myself-think I said I had a good month last month with Avon well got the regional newsletter today and I was top sales for new entrants in the area and on the 'points' I was 5th in the region tell u really boosted my self confidenece and as I had just spent 4 hrs packing the order it was fitting to receive the letter in post.

right might go make another attempt at sleep

oh watch this space-I have been told I might be lucky enough for my son to find time to ring me on Sunday night so maybe just maybe I'll have new photos cant believe she is 7 mths old already.

locked myself out

couldnt remember my password fixed for time being.

Well what has been happening in the world of ME

lots

told u all about my new car it is great

been HUGELY busy with jobs and today I picked up a few hours at the book shop on saturdays more pocket money for party times

been out most weekends-off to Timaru on the 14th for a singles party.

Been corresponing with a chap for a couple of weeks he is coming to town tonight on his way and I am as nervous as hell...maybe the world will rock tonight maybe I'll be out of my depth and drown, plan on enjoying myself either way.

Still no word when Anthony and Sarah are coming over did get a txt from him today might get time to Skype me on the weekend arent I lucky.

Have been toying with the idea of trying to mortgage the house myself and buying himself out but in reality I know i can;t afford the $300 a wk mortgage.


right best be off I have downloaded Likin Park on itunes and will go listen to it have never heard of them and its his fav music of the moment heheh gota sound like I know what he is talking about...if there is any talking that is.

Seeya

check ou the number plate surround!!!













still about-just very busy





bought a new car





going to Chch for the weekend for the Chloe's first birthday wow where did that whirlwind of a year go..of course I cant sleep tonight just what I dont need Catchup session with the girls in need of some girl time. Sadly will be no time for Aqua drowning etc





my mate Dawn(some of you met her when we did our Wellington girls weekend and I look after her kids) had a horrbile car accident on Tuesday air lifted to Timaru hospital rolled car 3 times b4 teethering on edge of another drop lucky to come out of it with just brocken bones and also heard lost some fingertips txt on bloody cell phne





the x marriage thing is still going in the x direction and daily I am convinced I made the right move





Avon is continuing to keep me busy sold over $1000 this campaign I am stocked

This little piggie went to market...

















Can I get it no mischief...go on let me.
















Wasn't me I didnt do it.
















My eyelaces are nearly as long as my hair.

TEST RUN

well that was arkward, himself read my blog and got his wee knickers in a twist over things I said so will have to make this invitation only.