just a huge day tomorrow and I can;t sleep. GREAT.
We are moving last of stuff up from Twizel tomorrow and handing house over to new owner so I need every little bit of energy I can muster and it is 10 2 12 and I am sitting posting on my blog what is wrong with this picture.
I have just had had a hot lemon drink and will try again just wish I could turn my head off and the pain in my knee off..might have 2 more panadol even though not due for more till 1 it only an hour away after all.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I am whacked
dnt know y I am so flippen tired...well yes I do dragging this extra weight trying to do the things I was doing 6mths ago b4 I got sick, and my knees and varicos viens are constantly throbbing usually wake me thru the night which of course is another reason for being so tired. Had hoped once house has sold I would get some sleep...well actually when i think about it it's not that I am not sleeping it just that I am always so sore and tired.
Had a lovely day today Alan was off wrk, which is very unusal for him to have a day of mid week so we had a lazy morning well doing those silly around house things that need doing although if u could see my lounge u would wonder what I had been doing. We decided to redeem a voucher for a meal that I got for my birthday at Montieths Reastuarant in Avonhead village...highly recomend it beautiful meal...would have loved a deserrt but just was so stuffed a pudding would have spoilt it. Tehn Alan went out to pokies with $20 last time we did the pokies was January 2009 so not like it is a habit but might become one we won 800 on pokies jan 9 and blow me if he didnt hit the jackpot today $900 thank you. He gave me 300 for my aussie trip so have already been and turned it into Aussie money so cant spend it. Pays to shop around I priced Aud at National bank $12 commission and only $7 at post shop
so a good day
Had a lovely day today Alan was off wrk, which is very unusal for him to have a day of mid week so we had a lazy morning well doing those silly around house things that need doing although if u could see my lounge u would wonder what I had been doing. We decided to redeem a voucher for a meal that I got for my birthday at Montieths Reastuarant in Avonhead village...highly recomend it beautiful meal...would have loved a deserrt but just was so stuffed a pudding would have spoilt it. Tehn Alan went out to pokies with $20 last time we did the pokies was January 2009 so not like it is a habit but might become one we won 800 on pokies jan 9 and blow me if he didnt hit the jackpot today $900 thank you. He gave me 300 for my aussie trip so have already been and turned it into Aussie money so cant spend it. Pays to shop around I priced Aud at National bank $12 commission and only $7 at post shop
so a good day
Monday, January 25, 2010
monday
been a good day for most part
I am extremely tired bt that is just cause I dnt think I have stopped since before Christmas...took me all my time to get out of bed today. bummed around doing all those things that just get done rung a girlfriend and nattered to her for about an hour it was a lovely fine day which was great cause I had SO much washing the line was buckled under the weight and as much again tomorrow.
had a house full of people over weekend in one form or another....Friday night had Anthony and his partner and my grand daughter staying also had my partner daughter so gr/daughter and step daughter had a great time. But as well for tea had my parents and 2 brothers and niece and nephew 4 and 6 so our poor WEE flat was very noisy.
I am extremely tired bt that is just cause I dnt think I have stopped since before Christmas...took me all my time to get out of bed today. bummed around doing all those things that just get done rung a girlfriend and nattered to her for about an hour it was a lovely fine day which was great cause I had SO much washing the line was buckled under the weight and as much again tomorrow.
had a house full of people over weekend in one form or another....Friday night had Anthony and his partner and my grand daughter staying also had my partner daughter so gr/daughter and step daughter had a great time. But as well for tea had my parents and 2 brothers and niece and nephew 4 and 6 so our poor WEE flat was very noisy.
I took Anthony and family to plane at 4.30 5ish Satuday morning and back home to bed for couple of hours. Had a linen party on the Saturday afternoon so took step daughter with me and her dad picked her up when he finished work and 3pm...she is a good kid and took her lunch with her and she sat up at table...good party. Headed over to aunties after then home about 7.
Sunday Alan worked so he txt me did i want to meet him at 2.22 and come out on his bus route with him so I meet him and got home again just after 7 cooked tuna bake for tea...but after 8 when we ate again then sat on bum for the night another several pounds on the bum.
back to today I have been having trouble with the ignition of my mighty rav and today it just wouldnt start so a big truck came and took it away a sad sight watching it housted up by its back legs and slung on a truck dragged down the street to be fixed. I had it booked in for some repairs and TLC a day spa for a mighty Rav but not till Feb when my house money comes thru so not sure if it will be off road till then could get by but be a pain...will take Alan to wrk tomorrow morning and have his car for the day ick that means a 5.30 start.
but for now it is bed time...good night.
Sunday Alan worked so he txt me did i want to meet him at 2.22 and come out on his bus route with him so I meet him and got home again just after 7 cooked tuna bake for tea...but after 8 when we ate again then sat on bum for the night another several pounds on the bum.
back to today I have been having trouble with the ignition of my mighty rav and today it just wouldnt start so a big truck came and took it away a sad sight watching it housted up by its back legs and slung on a truck dragged down the street to be fixed. I had it booked in for some repairs and TLC a day spa for a mighty Rav but not till Feb when my house money comes thru so not sure if it will be off road till then could get by but be a pain...will take Alan to wrk tomorrow morning and have his car for the day ick that means a 5.30 start.
but for now it is bed time...good night.
Friday, January 22, 2010
it is offical
Sale on house has been confirmed...it has all gone thru, take over date is 1 Feb.
Huge load off but sad time too...I am going to make the most of this oppurtunity to go forward in life and look out world Felicity is on a come back.
Got loads to do today some I had arrnged for today so as I was busy waiting till 4pm came when I was to hear sale confirmation. But also have a house to clean out for visitors coming this afternoon and had a linen party here yesterday and just left the packing up till now so best move my blooming butt.
Huge load off but sad time too...I am going to make the most of this oppurtunity to go forward in life and look out world Felicity is on a come back.
Got loads to do today some I had arrnged for today so as I was busy waiting till 4pm came when I was to hear sale confirmation. But also have a house to clean out for visitors coming this afternoon and had a linen party here yesterday and just left the packing up till now so best move my blooming butt.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
couldnt sleep AGAIN
hope once house has gone thru and all that is behind me I light be able to sleep better...things are looking up though it is payday today and I still had about $8 in my purse from last week been so long since that has been the case I can tell you. Confirmation date tomorrow it is sounding like it is a forgone conclusion but I am still expecting something to go wrong.
Going to be a busy day so hope that will help keep my mind off it all, meeting my cousin for lunch at 12. She will be in Chch for an appointment she lives in Blenheim so will be good to catch up. Then I pick up Brooke at 4.30 we have her for the weekend, dnt usually get her till Sat but I asked if we could have her earlier because Sarah is suppose to be here Friday night and will be nice for them to spend some more time togehter. Sarah, my grand daughter and her family head back to Sydney on Saturday been here 2 weeks but I seen so little of them...again my grand daughter hasnt a clue who I am. Very sad in Twizel on Sunday when she said to her Mum tell that lady to go away that lady wat a kick in the teeth that was. Then yesterday I was talking to a friend, her grandson is same age as Sarah, and they see a huge amount of there grand children and she was telling me how she surprised them with a visit on Sunday and the responce she got from her grandson...I cried. oh well that is how it will be...I am going to suggest to Anthony that we have a little more contact...after all he can find time to ring his half sister on Christmas day but not his mother.
Working this afternoon with a linen party hope it a little better than yesterday no one turned up I truely think the host didnt invite anyone but ya get that sometimes.
I am off to Melbourne on 4th Feb for a 4 day conference with my linen. Now I will have some money it will be so much more enjoyable...not that I will be able to go crazy buying stuff but at least I will be able to eat the 2 days the confernence doesnt provide food and I might even be able to buy a bottle of wine this year instead of sitting there like a stuffed mallet while everyone else was enjoying the bubbles like last year cause I was out of money. Mind you it didnt help that I left my credit card at home that I had loaded with a 1000 dollars.
I do want to buy a pr of white pants and red top from mysize shop
although looking online to get this pic cant see it on there web site so I will be narked if cant get it. I want to wear to the bbq on the sunday of the conference.
Right there is the washing machine finished and it is now light enough to hang out so will get to that and start the day.
Talk later
Saturday, January 16, 2010
SOLD SOLD SOLD SOLD
YUP IT SOLD
Didnt get my asking price but didnt go below my bottom price either...I knew if I didnt accept it the next step was the bank would sell it and I'd have got nothing and still owe heap to shit loads of ppl as i have been living on credit basically for 12 months. Goes unconditional on 22nd Jan and possession is 1st Feb, only conditions of sale are lim report so that won't be an issue all the alterations have been done with consents etc. I am stoked I am a little sad at same time as I love my little house but I can now move on and I have big planns for me and improving my health.
I am heading to Twizel today got a linen party in Ashburton so heading Twizel after (have a party on Sunday in Twizel) but most exciting I will get to have a wee visit with my grand daughter...spoke to her on the phone on thursday afternoon she is 2 and 1/2 and that is first time I have ever talked to her on a phone. How sad is that. I have been introduced to Angelina Bellarina never heard of her a wee mouse that has a ballet dress...cute as a button I did a little bit of research on computer good old google. As I finished the call I said see ya later aligater...and she came back with in a while crocodile in her little aussie kiwi irish twang so cute makes me tear up now just thinking about it...I so miss that girl how can ya miss something u have never had.
ok best get my butt into action it already 9.30 my bag isnt packed and I have to have a shower be out by 10.30 at latest
did I tell u my house has SOLD
Monday, January 11, 2010
SOME EXCITING NEWS
I Have a contract of sale for the house bloody exciting...not going to accept it will counter offer as you do but I am stocked...it is only subject to LIM reports and the usual building inspection.
The best birthday present I could have hoped for.
Had a lovely lunch on Friday with a mate from Invercagill she was in Chch for a couple of days but couldnt stay till Sat...was great to catch up
BBQ was great s HUGE day filled of up and down emotions. Several of the things I had organised for party didnt arrive on time so very annoying and waste of dollars. My son and grand daughter were flying over from Sydney but there plane was delayed several hours and we were begining to wonder if they would make it at all. But in the end it was a FANTASTIC night...some lovely gifts got 2 gorgeous bunches of flowers photo of one of them
Had few kiddies here so Brooke, Alan daughter and Sarah my grand daughter finally got to meet they played together great....I didnt get any photos of them playing but it was neat to see them all chuming up.
We had no family arguements all bull shit that seems to usually spoil our family gatherings I remember my 21st ended in a food fight and blood then one of the guest rung the cops and dobbed my cousin in for drinking and driving. it turned very nasty. Not to mention many a Christmas ruined by family crap. So a pleasant time and some neat memories.
Folded up about 11 which was plenty late enough for this old woman...half a centery u know. Actually my knees were very painfull and my feet and ankles felt like they wanted to explode with the swelling I was pleased to plonk into bed...well untiil I woke at 3.30 and lay on the couch in the cool remembering and enjoying the evening over again.
this pic has nothing to do with Saturday party just a shot from Christmas day I found on the camera...another neat memory to store.
But did I tell u I have a contract on my house so exciting.
Friday, January 8, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50
That me I will be 50 on Saturday the 9th wow of course not so exciting when people suggest that is half a century but still I am looking forward to it. We are having a BBQ and a few family and friends around so weather permitting it should be a good night.
by the way did I tell u I will be
That me I will be 50 on Saturday the 9th wow of course not so exciting when people suggest that is half a century but still I am looking forward to it. We are having a BBQ and a few family and friends around so weather permitting it should be a good night.
by the way did I tell u I will be
50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50
Now I best get my bum moving i have a million things to do and no sleep to fuel it all oh joy. Wish I could work out why I am not sleeping.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Sarah Kate taken Oct Nov when a family friend was over in Sydney
Christmas Post
this is going to be a Christmas post so thought I'd do it today while I am feeling not to bad.
Just been and had a coffee and catch up with a fello blogger great catching up. Then I went for a wander thru the Palms mall here in Shirley (a small mall compared to most but manic enough for me thank you) managed to get a nice summer dress for $20 at millers...of course it will need to be altered to fit me but still it had been reduced from $50 and should be easy enough to add a panel and still look tidy enough I am so over cookinng in this horrid heat. Also got a nice blouse for Mum for Christmas.
Yesterday went and meet another blogging /facebook friend we have been communicating for a long time but first time we could jell a meeting up...was neat to finally meet. And as i thought a lovely lady and hope we can catch up again soon in the new year.
This afternoon I had to pop around to pick up a trade me item I won wow when u think about it that was for me too wow a $7 blouse how selfish is that 2 things in one day. I past a house that was havign an Avon sale so called in...wouldnt actuall say it was a sale so much as a lot of avon for sale but anyways I have been hunting hi and low for sum bubble bath for Brooke (3 yr old step daughter) with no luck at all...seems girlie bubble bath is a thing of the past. Stock standard stocking filler when Anthony was a kid. So anyway she had some of the lavender BB so grabbed a bottle and went to 4 stores to get sum flippen Dora stickers and stuck them on bottle and Miss muffit will love her Dora bubbles.
Went to the doc this morning my bloods I had earlier in week were all borderline so need to improve my health...small steps drink more water, 3 20min walks a day, and eat some vegetables all things that were every day accurances and now few and far bettween so any of you can harrass me constantly about the 3. I go back early Feb and she wants some weight off shem isnt the only one I am so over this blob of a body.
Head to Timaru on Monday for a wee op at Tim hospital well that is if it isnt changed AGAIN this is the 4th date i have had. Nothing serious just a Merina inserted had one for a couple years and we tried it without see if flooding etc had stopped it hadnt so back goes another one.
Alan dad has been in hospital for 3 weeks had a fall so being held for observation etc think he is convinced a home would be better. His daughter took him to look at some today he was discharged from hosptial this morning I think it was a bit well u could have waited at least couple days before ya palm him off but wat am I to say. Alan had been around yesterday and mowed the lawns and aired the place out (he has 4 or those sickening automatic air freshner things in a little 1 bdrm flat and it is VERY over powering) did his washing etc I said i wasnt. and followed thru with it and didnt give in.
My Aunty had bowel cancer surgery last week so been up see her most days and the old man was in a different hospital of course so glad he home and Aunty Pat gone home today...long uncomfortable drive for her I would think to Westport hidious nrth west wind so sweltering heat all day.
well it is after 7 Alan will be home for tea soon 9 he is calling into see his old man after work so guess it will be closer to 8 b4 he gets home) just having chicken stirfry for tea so that will mena some veges huh even if only horrid frozen ones. and rice I think but best make a start so it ready when he get in the door so late for eating as it is.
Wish every one a happy and safe holiday season.
Love and hugs to all
XOXOXOXOXO
Just been and had a coffee and catch up with a fello blogger great catching up. Then I went for a wander thru the Palms mall here in Shirley (a small mall compared to most but manic enough for me thank you) managed to get a nice summer dress for $20 at millers...of course it will need to be altered to fit me but still it had been reduced from $50 and should be easy enough to add a panel and still look tidy enough I am so over cookinng in this horrid heat. Also got a nice blouse for Mum for Christmas.
Yesterday went and meet another blogging /facebook friend we have been communicating for a long time but first time we could jell a meeting up...was neat to finally meet. And as i thought a lovely lady and hope we can catch up again soon in the new year.
This afternoon I had to pop around to pick up a trade me item I won wow when u think about it that was for me too wow a $7 blouse how selfish is that 2 things in one day. I past a house that was havign an Avon sale so called in...wouldnt actuall say it was a sale so much as a lot of avon for sale but anyways I have been hunting hi and low for sum bubble bath for Brooke (3 yr old step daughter) with no luck at all...seems girlie bubble bath is a thing of the past. Stock standard stocking filler when Anthony was a kid. So anyway she had some of the lavender BB so grabbed a bottle and went to 4 stores to get sum flippen Dora stickers and stuck them on bottle and Miss muffit will love her Dora bubbles.
Went to the doc this morning my bloods I had earlier in week were all borderline so need to improve my health...small steps drink more water, 3 20min walks a day, and eat some vegetables all things that were every day accurances and now few and far bettween so any of you can harrass me constantly about the 3. I go back early Feb and she wants some weight off shem isnt the only one I am so over this blob of a body.
Head to Timaru on Monday for a wee op at Tim hospital well that is if it isnt changed AGAIN this is the 4th date i have had. Nothing serious just a Merina inserted had one for a couple years and we tried it without see if flooding etc had stopped it hadnt so back goes another one.
Alan dad has been in hospital for 3 weeks had a fall so being held for observation etc think he is convinced a home would be better. His daughter took him to look at some today he was discharged from hosptial this morning I think it was a bit well u could have waited at least couple days before ya palm him off but wat am I to say. Alan had been around yesterday and mowed the lawns and aired the place out (he has 4 or those sickening automatic air freshner things in a little 1 bdrm flat and it is VERY over powering) did his washing etc I said i wasnt. and followed thru with it and didnt give in.
My Aunty had bowel cancer surgery last week so been up see her most days and the old man was in a different hospital of course so glad he home and Aunty Pat gone home today...long uncomfortable drive for her I would think to Westport hidious nrth west wind so sweltering heat all day.
well it is after 7 Alan will be home for tea soon 9 he is calling into see his old man after work so guess it will be closer to 8 b4 he gets home) just having chicken stirfry for tea so that will mena some veges huh even if only horrid frozen ones. and rice I think but best make a start so it ready when he get in the door so late for eating as it is.
Wish every one a happy and safe holiday season.
Love and hugs to all
XOXOXOXOXO
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
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how cute is this guy while stocks last an amazing $15 each
10% off mattress topper today only get hold of me real quick and keep eyes open for other spot specials
Email me for a great list of Gift ideas
ok off to dentist now it is piddling down with rain and I have to catch bus oh joy let hope it not late
3 days of toothache
doesnt make for a pleasant Felicity
go to dentist at 10 I want 3 out but guessing they will only take one at a time
My diet for a week has been instant pudding or jelly did have spagetti once but think it was the tomatoe base made the tooth worse
things are still the same in my home life
Thought I had a buyer for house in Twizel but no money showing so guess that was to good to be true to have that burden sorted...really had hoped it would be sorted b4 Christmas.
Open home this weekend fingers crossed but last one had no one show. If anyone knows anyone that might no sumone that wants to buy a house in Twizel send them this link PLEASE.
WWW.SOUTHERNWIDEREALEASTATE.CO.NZ/DETAIL.PHP?L=4198
or good old trade me
auction number 253269543
price is negotionable (SP)
go to dentist at 10 I want 3 out but guessing they will only take one at a time
My diet for a week has been instant pudding or jelly did have spagetti once but think it was the tomatoe base made the tooth worse
things are still the same in my home life
Thought I had a buyer for house in Twizel but no money showing so guess that was to good to be true to have that burden sorted...really had hoped it would be sorted b4 Christmas.
Open home this weekend fingers crossed but last one had no one show. If anyone knows anyone that might no sumone that wants to buy a house in Twizel send them this link PLEASE.
WWW.SOUTHERNWIDEREALEASTATE.CO.NZ/DETAIL.PHP?L=4198
or good old trade me
auction number 253269543
price is negotionable (SP)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
just to keep ya in the loop
I am still here...here being at Chch, here being alive, here being still living with Alan...still not sure wat I am suppose to do.
We have talked but I still dont trust him I can't how can I
The funny part of it all if there is a funny part the chick he was emailing is a scam send me money so i can come to you and then never hear again from her and see your money hehehe
We have talked but I still dont trust him I can't how can I
The funny part of it all if there is a funny part the chick he was emailing is a scam send me money so i can come to you and then never hear again from her and see your money hehehe
Sunday, November 15, 2009
funny this should be my next post
my world has come tumbling down
Friday the 13th FUCK I'll say
yesterday friday I found some pretty icky emails and stuf on my partners computer
I confronted him about it Saturday after I came home from a linen party
yeah I wanted to get caught saves me finishing it, was his reply, cowards way I know
the brunt of it is he has been email this chick sending her some expilcide 'stuff'
I feel sick in the stomach, we had a huge argument, turns out I should be working-my fucken stupid linen is a joke, and my listings on trade me a waste of time... funny how this has been bread and butter on the table for over 6weeks
I have cried buckets
I have drunk a bottle of wine (bought for a celebration when I sell the house...wat a fucken joke that is)
I have walked to the lake at end of drive and thought horrid thoughts
but what I havent been able to do is work out wat the FUCK i do from here
I am in debt to the eyeballs nasty debr collecters letters on a daily basic
I have fuck all income
I am stuffed body/health wise
I have no where to go
I am FUCKED
AND I AM OUT OF BLOODY WINE
2am cant go to bed how can I it is óur'bed there is no longer and 'our'
sleep if that is what it is called after a bttle wine..I am going to regret that bttle later but it has dulled the pain just now.
he is in the spare room not asleep
Friday the 13th FUCK I'll say
yesterday friday I found some pretty icky emails and stuf on my partners computer
I confronted him about it Saturday after I came home from a linen party
yeah I wanted to get caught saves me finishing it, was his reply, cowards way I know
the brunt of it is he has been email this chick sending her some expilcide 'stuff'
I feel sick in the stomach, we had a huge argument, turns out I should be working-my fucken stupid linen is a joke, and my listings on trade me a waste of time... funny how this has been bread and butter on the table for over 6weeks
I have cried buckets
I have drunk a bottle of wine (bought for a celebration when I sell the house...wat a fucken joke that is)
I have walked to the lake at end of drive and thought horrid thoughts
but what I havent been able to do is work out wat the FUCK i do from here
I am in debt to the eyeballs nasty debr collecters letters on a daily basic
I have fuck all income
I am stuffed body/health wise
I have no where to go
I am FUCKED
AND I AM OUT OF BLOODY WINE
2am cant go to bed how can I it is óur'bed there is no longer and 'our'
sleep if that is what it is called after a bttle wine..I am going to regret that bttle later but it has dulled the pain just now.
he is in the spare room not asleep
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
new friends
I meet a fellow blogger on Sat for coffee we chatted for several hours think this friendship might grow. Also meet a new linen consultant who we seem to have clicked so will see where that goes too. Both live in this area so how good is that.
have a linen meeting on Sunday with the launch of the January sale etc so that will be exciting.
I have booked my airfares and accomodation for Melbourne in Feb, for linen Conference, so god lets hope the house sells SOON
on the house sale front NOTHING and I mean NOTHING has happened with the agent I had she showed 1 person thru no interest at all funny thing the other company have sold over 10 properties in the same time i had mine listed and one house was listed one day and signed up and sold 2 days later so bull there are poeple out there wanting to buy. So I have taken house off there books and listed with another agent this person had contacted me 3 times while house was listed exclucive so couldnt do anything but hope it goes real quick have dropped my price too sadly but if I dnt do sumthing soon the bank will forclose not to mention all the other bills I have I may come out with 10grand but better that than bankrupt. Have an open home on weekend.
so if u know anyone who knows anyone who wants a home in Twizel I know where there is a nice 3 bdroom house just waiting for them to move into.
When I had coffe on Saturday we talked about weight loss and changes to make to foods etc so have made a few wee changes had slipped back into some real BAD habits I need and want to get this weight off.
That being said I went to hospital on Friday to see specailist (I am mending have medication change and some more physio so all in all he was pleased with me Not aloud to go scuba diving drat just wat I wanted to do) I got on hospital scale and I havent gained quite as much as I thought I had but still back up to 146.8k and that is a gain of over 20k and not acceptable.
I have decided to do a 6 k walk in March so need to get some fitness back by then.
best get back to housewrk Alan is home at 4 today so will be nice to have him home for the evening, normally doesnt finish till 8 he is actually on his roster day of but asked to wrk extra so is doing overtime.
have a linen meeting on Sunday with the launch of the January sale etc so that will be exciting.
I have booked my airfares and accomodation for Melbourne in Feb, for linen Conference, so god lets hope the house sells SOON
on the house sale front NOTHING and I mean NOTHING has happened with the agent I had she showed 1 person thru no interest at all funny thing the other company have sold over 10 properties in the same time i had mine listed and one house was listed one day and signed up and sold 2 days later so bull there are poeple out there wanting to buy. So I have taken house off there books and listed with another agent this person had contacted me 3 times while house was listed exclucive so couldnt do anything but hope it goes real quick have dropped my price too sadly but if I dnt do sumthing soon the bank will forclose not to mention all the other bills I have I may come out with 10grand but better that than bankrupt. Have an open home on weekend.
so if u know anyone who knows anyone who wants a home in Twizel I know where there is a nice 3 bdroom house just waiting for them to move into.
When I had coffe on Saturday we talked about weight loss and changes to make to foods etc so have made a few wee changes had slipped back into some real BAD habits I need and want to get this weight off.
That being said I went to hospital on Friday to see specailist (I am mending have medication change and some more physio so all in all he was pleased with me Not aloud to go scuba diving drat just wat I wanted to do) I got on hospital scale and I havent gained quite as much as I thought I had but still back up to 146.8k and that is a gain of over 20k and not acceptable.
I have decided to do a 6 k walk in March so need to get some fitness back by then.
best get back to housewrk Alan is home at 4 today so will be nice to have him home for the evening, normally doesnt finish till 8 he is actually on his roster day of but asked to wrk extra so is doing overtime.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
CHRISTMAS SHOPPING IDEAS GETTING YOU DOWN
FELICITY to the rescue
check out a couple of mas gift list we have for the linen delivered to your door how good would that be.
if you want to know more flick me an email and I'll send you a flier.
Check out the website some amazing gift ideas... www.linenparties.com
check out a couple of mas gift list we have for the linen delivered to your door how good would that be.
if you want to know more flick me an email and I'll send you a flier.
Check out the website some amazing gift ideas... www.linenparties.com
Friday, October 16, 2009
surprise surprise it me
yeap I still alive.
Can't even rember my last post so maybe repeating myself
We have moved into our flat in Burwood it cosy but I love it here...2 bedrooms and small yard so very easy to keep. It takes me less time to vacum the whole place than it did to vacum just the lounge in Twizel.
I am plodding along with my linen. I really could do better but it is a what you put in you get out situation and I am not putting in what I should be.
Alan and I are settling into a family life nicely(this week he is tired and grumpy cause he is wrking 13 days straight but a girl can give him a little bit of lea way there, only a little mind u cant let him think he is boss) We are suppose to be getting caught up with debt but seems more comes in before any is cleared this week the car needs wrk for a warrant over 300 dollars gggrrr. So think we r taking it off the road for a bit and Alan will use scooter to get to wrk...weather is much milder now although it is dark when her leaves at 5.30 but that will soon change...will be cheaper to run fuel wise too. The company he wrks for is moving yards tand will be 30 mins dr away next month. That peeved us off a bit cause that is afterall why we looked in this flippen area for accomodation. oh well naught we can do about it.
Alan daughter Brooke (she is 3) and I are getting on well I enjoy having her here but god am I stuffed when she is gone..it is full on. I am so over emptying the potty but she is scared to sit on toilet...we have bought a trainer seat and when she is next here I'll try her on that would save me SO MUCH wrk.
Ok my health yeah well that is keeping ok...when I remember to take my meds and I see this morning I never took them yesterday ooops. I go for breathing exercises on a tuesday and chest physio once a month...I have chest xray and breathing moniter test on Monday to see if any improvement. Also have a mammogram (just regular checkup) on Tuesday and new IUD thingy the following Tuesday so other than my knees I should pass a warrant myself heehehe.
ok that is enough rambling for time being...notice I havent mentioned the weight there is a HUGE reason for that.
Can't even rember my last post so maybe repeating myself
We have moved into our flat in Burwood it cosy but I love it here...2 bedrooms and small yard so very easy to keep. It takes me less time to vacum the whole place than it did to vacum just the lounge in Twizel.
I am plodding along with my linen. I really could do better but it is a what you put in you get out situation and I am not putting in what I should be.
Alan and I are settling into a family life nicely(this week he is tired and grumpy cause he is wrking 13 days straight but a girl can give him a little bit of lea way there, only a little mind u cant let him think he is boss) We are suppose to be getting caught up with debt but seems more comes in before any is cleared this week the car needs wrk for a warrant over 300 dollars gggrrr. So think we r taking it off the road for a bit and Alan will use scooter to get to wrk...weather is much milder now although it is dark when her leaves at 5.30 but that will soon change...will be cheaper to run fuel wise too. The company he wrks for is moving yards tand will be 30 mins dr away next month. That peeved us off a bit cause that is afterall why we looked in this flippen area for accomodation. oh well naught we can do about it.
Alan daughter Brooke (she is 3) and I are getting on well I enjoy having her here but god am I stuffed when she is gone..it is full on. I am so over emptying the potty but she is scared to sit on toilet...we have bought a trainer seat and when she is next here I'll try her on that would save me SO MUCH wrk.
Ok my health yeah well that is keeping ok...when I remember to take my meds and I see this morning I never took them yesterday ooops. I go for breathing exercises on a tuesday and chest physio once a month...I have chest xray and breathing moniter test on Monday to see if any improvement. Also have a mammogram (just regular checkup) on Tuesday and new IUD thingy the following Tuesday so other than my knees I should pass a warrant myself heehehe.
ok that is enough rambling for time being...notice I havent mentioned the weight there is a HUGE reason for that.
Friday, July 17, 2009
hospital and bad health
My health has been getting worse over the last few months actually to be honest I can't remember being well all this year. Asthma and Broncitis coming and going evedry couple of weeks...been getting worse over the last month...been to dr 4 times in 3 weeks and no improvement and then wham Sunday afternoon I couldn't get my breath had a nebuliser but still no sucess sucked on inhaler all afternoon and just got worse had another neb at 5 then Alan run an ambulance 3 more neblits in ambulance and at hospital with lights flashing. Of course I was put in quarantine till they decided I was flu free chest xray revealed I had a collapsed lung FUCK so a wee op to insert a tube into the left lung and train it...because the repritory ward had a flu scare I was addmitted to cardiac ward at 1.30am not alot of sleep had but was bloody nice to be able to breath. Had been so SCARY I tell you and alone...unfortunately Alan also is crook so wasnt aloud in the hospital because f infection so here I am fitting for breath and just wanting him to make it all better and he couldnt help me...very lonely
Next day
transfered to respitory ward mid morning helps more bloods etc Socail worker physcio doctors etc...physio is getting me some treatment for my knee go figure in for chest get me knee fixed had nothing after the bloody op on it. Have breathing classes to go to and some others to inquire about next week.
Next Day
more xray and yeap it back up so out with tube and train and more xray later in day all ok so u can go home so discharged at 7. Alan met me at door and home back to caravan not ideal but that is how it is.
Next Day
Alan dad at dr with chest infection me running around doing that taking Alan to work getting scriptions etc went over to stay afternoon with Mum just to get some rest
Next Day
Alan to dr he has phnemonia so more running around more xrays more drs more prescriptions to be collected and very little rest
later that day I had an appointment to be assessed for Green Prescription course I start on monday set myself some challenges and walked out feeling bloodybest I have felt in ages.
Today
After getting some stuff sorted here left for a walk took car to mall and walked for 20mins nothing major but better than naught and I was pleased I did it. Then went over picked up Mum and we did a few wee chores and more walking/strolling around shops. Got home about 5 Alan had tea cooked.
Tomorrow going to watch my newphew (age 5) play rugby then, tom after Alan daughter (age3) is coming to visit later tom night we are all out family dinner 22 of us for Mum and Dad 50 wedding anniversary so a long day ahead but could have been longer as I also had a linen party to do but I have stepped back moved the 5 parties I had this week, for 10days bugger but it has to be done.
Next day
transfered to respitory ward mid morning helps more bloods etc Socail worker physcio doctors etc...physio is getting me some treatment for my knee go figure in for chest get me knee fixed had nothing after the bloody op on it. Have breathing classes to go to and some others to inquire about next week.
Next Day
more xray and yeap it back up so out with tube and train and more xray later in day all ok so u can go home so discharged at 7. Alan met me at door and home back to caravan not ideal but that is how it is.
Next Day
Alan dad at dr with chest infection me running around doing that taking Alan to work getting scriptions etc went over to stay afternoon with Mum just to get some rest
Next Day
Alan to dr he has phnemonia so more running around more xrays more drs more prescriptions to be collected and very little rest
later that day I had an appointment to be assessed for Green Prescription course I start on monday set myself some challenges and walked out feeling bloodybest I have felt in ages.
Today
After getting some stuff sorted here left for a walk took car to mall and walked for 20mins nothing major but better than naught and I was pleased I did it. Then went over picked up Mum and we did a few wee chores and more walking/strolling around shops. Got home about 5 Alan had tea cooked.
Tomorrow going to watch my newphew (age 5) play rugby then, tom after Alan daughter (age3) is coming to visit later tom night we are all out family dinner 22 of us for Mum and Dad 50 wedding anniversary so a long day ahead but could have been longer as I also had a linen party to do but I have stepped back moved the 5 parties I had this week, for 10days bugger but it has to be done.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
being unemployed sucks
Alan is still looking 4 work and getting so disgruntled with every rejection costing a fortune to get nowhere...just as example this morning down to get a paper 1.80 and 3 phone calls to cell number 1.50 each to be told sorry job already gone.
spent 90 mins on phone to telecom yesterday got nowhere there...I cancelled our phone b4 leaving twizel arranged that yeap could still have cellphones and mobile broad band etc nothing would change....yesterday at 3pm I had no email so rung at 5 to see why oh you cant have email on mobile broadband FUCK after 90 mins and shuffled around about 6 different ppl I got disconnected. Was OVER it all so never rung back will start that battle again today.
rung State Ins to say my house was unoccupied like ya would and told oh we dnt insure unocciped house yr insureance will cancell end of month...after arguing the point for half an hour I hung up. Grumbled and ranted about it for 5 mins rung the twizel real estate agent to see how there empty houses and holliday homes are insured she is gonna get back to me today. Then i rung state back again got a different person and a different answer i said ok if I go to Aussie 4 3wks holiday house is unoccupied so are u saying it not insured oh no she says that is different I can't see how but I got an extention to end of July re insurance and will fit that battle again another day.
PLUS the mail that was redirected from home arrived and it was an overdue rates demand pay now or else $700 an overdue phone bill pay immediately $900 and a did u forget your power bill $200 and car rego is due
WHAT MORE CAN A GIRL DEAL WITH IN ONE DAY
right now I have had my blog bleat i feel a little better
The sun is out and I am going to go and have a shower and then tackle the day starting with bloody telecom.
booked 4 linen parties for next month we have a sale on 10-70% off some items so will help my sales and bookings
life in the caravan is going fine last night was the first time I felt cold but wasnt long and I warmed up hardest part of all this is coping with Alan dad he is 81 and got parkinsons I think I do well to keep my cool but today is his day at his old pples group so a day of peace...just had that thought shattered by Alan he siad there is only 4 hrs and the old man be home - shut ya bloody mouth
If u know anyone in Chch area that want to buy a Nissan primera oops sorry just been corrected a 93 Nissan Primera I know where there is one for sale...next thing will be the furniture i think. Already got an appointment to see real estate agent in Twizel on the 26th, when I go dwn home again, to sell house it has to be done...just a very big debt around my neck I don't need and can't handle.
right look out telecom Felicity is heading your way
Alan is still looking 4 work and getting so disgruntled with every rejection costing a fortune to get nowhere...just as example this morning down to get a paper 1.80 and 3 phone calls to cell number 1.50 each to be told sorry job already gone.
spent 90 mins on phone to telecom yesterday got nowhere there...I cancelled our phone b4 leaving twizel arranged that yeap could still have cellphones and mobile broad band etc nothing would change....yesterday at 3pm I had no email so rung at 5 to see why oh you cant have email on mobile broadband FUCK after 90 mins and shuffled around about 6 different ppl I got disconnected. Was OVER it all so never rung back will start that battle again today.
rung State Ins to say my house was unoccupied like ya would and told oh we dnt insure unocciped house yr insureance will cancell end of month...after arguing the point for half an hour I hung up. Grumbled and ranted about it for 5 mins rung the twizel real estate agent to see how there empty houses and holliday homes are insured she is gonna get back to me today. Then i rung state back again got a different person and a different answer i said ok if I go to Aussie 4 3wks holiday house is unoccupied so are u saying it not insured oh no she says that is different I can't see how but I got an extention to end of July re insurance and will fit that battle again another day.
PLUS the mail that was redirected from home arrived and it was an overdue rates demand pay now or else $700 an overdue phone bill pay immediately $900 and a did u forget your power bill $200 and car rego is due
WHAT MORE CAN A GIRL DEAL WITH IN ONE DAY
right now I have had my blog bleat i feel a little better
The sun is out and I am going to go and have a shower and then tackle the day starting with bloody telecom.
booked 4 linen parties for next month we have a sale on 10-70% off some items so will help my sales and bookings
life in the caravan is going fine last night was the first time I felt cold but wasnt long and I warmed up hardest part of all this is coping with Alan dad he is 81 and got parkinsons I think I do well to keep my cool but today is his day at his old pples group so a day of peace...just had that thought shattered by Alan he siad there is only 4 hrs and the old man be home - shut ya bloody mouth
If u know anyone in Chch area that want to buy a Nissan primera oops sorry just been corrected a 93 Nissan Primera I know where there is one for sale...next thing will be the furniture i think. Already got an appointment to see real estate agent in Twizel on the 26th, when I go dwn home again, to sell house it has to be done...just a very big debt around my neck I don't need and can't handle.
right look out telecom Felicity is heading your way
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
a down side to Chch
its midnight and I cant sleep at ome I'd go for a walk but shit cant do that around here dodgy enough in daylight.
pleny of paperwork I could be doing or trade me stuff to load but that is all in the caravan and Alan is asleep dnt want to disturb him..been a tough day for him and his Dad we got a call at 5.30am to say that Alan senoir sister died, been expected but tough all the same., so i'll just mindlessly surf the internet that usually cost me mind you.
decided today we will bring a chest of drawers dwn next trip as I am so over living out of boxes but slowly getting our little home sorted.
ok off I go to mindlessly surf the net
chat soon
pleny of paperwork I could be doing or trade me stuff to load but that is all in the caravan and Alan is asleep dnt want to disturb him..been a tough day for him and his Dad we got a call at 5.30am to say that Alan senoir sister died, been expected but tough all the same., so i'll just mindlessly surf the internet that usually cost me mind you.
decided today we will bring a chest of drawers dwn next trip as I am so over living out of boxes but slowly getting our little home sorted.
ok off I go to mindlessly surf the net
chat soon
Monday, June 8, 2009
settled in Chch
been here a couple weeks minus couple trips to Twzel for weekends. Had a quik trip down there this last weekend but settled in our wee home
small caravan up Alan dad drive working ok the bathroon is an issue (an 80yr old wth parkinsons is not pleasant) but generally it ok. I had a wee melt down last Wed I snapped at Alan so went for a walk when i came back he was waiting for me and apoligised for not realising how tough this is for me...no money no where to live moving away from all friends and family etc and being responcible for the move etc but I am being positive and we r on holiday isnt that right being in a caravan I can go to aqua classes (once this bloody period I have got first in 5 yrs and its a beaut is finished) swimming classes so I can learn to swim and catcing up with old friends i have lost contac with over the years....visited with a mate on Thurs and had a neat catch up.
been cooking meals here, so Alan dad is getting feed well...tonight we had vege bake and stuffed sausages very tasty
battery is getting low on lap top so best make a move and check emails and trade me.
small caravan up Alan dad drive working ok the bathroon is an issue (an 80yr old wth parkinsons is not pleasant) but generally it ok. I had a wee melt down last Wed I snapped at Alan so went for a walk when i came back he was waiting for me and apoligised for not realising how tough this is for me...no money no where to live moving away from all friends and family etc and being responcible for the move etc but I am being positive and we r on holiday isnt that right being in a caravan I can go to aqua classes (once this bloody period I have got first in 5 yrs and its a beaut is finished) swimming classes so I can learn to swim and catcing up with old friends i have lost contac with over the years....visited with a mate on Thurs and had a neat catch up.
been cooking meals here, so Alan dad is getting feed well...tonight we had vege bake and stuffed sausages very tasty
battery is getting low on lap top so best make a move and check emails and trade me.
Monday, May 25, 2009
i have been packing clothes and am over it
i have clothes all over the lounge floor...piles that I will take piles that I wont take piles to put in the to grow back down into and piles for trade me that were bought on impulse-when did I ever think I'd be a size 16..they are just depressing so out they go..and if I do no, when I do get back close to a size 16 again i am sure they will still be making them..in the meantime I have 4 boxes of clothes to get thru before I go naked in sizes 24 down to 18. Many still with labels and never worn several I dnt even remember buying...funny that.
head up to Chch tomorrow hope to be away by 12 I have an appointment at 4 on the way so the latest I can leave is 1 so planning on 12 is a good option...still have a million things to do. Off now to sort the spare bedroom...we r coming back Queen b/day weekend and bringing my mans 3 yr old daughter with us so wnat the room to look pretty for her have a nice merry go round Lorraine Lea duvet and pretty butterfly sheets have made a sign for the door Brooke sleeps here want it to be really special for her and her Dad too.
talk again from Chch
head up to Chch tomorrow hope to be away by 12 I have an appointment at 4 on the way so the latest I can leave is 1 so planning on 12 is a good option...still have a million things to do. Off now to sort the spare bedroom...we r coming back Queen b/day weekend and bringing my mans 3 yr old daughter with us so wnat the room to look pretty for her have a nice merry go round Lorraine Lea duvet and pretty butterfly sheets have made a sign for the door Brooke sleeps here want it to be really special for her and her Dad too.
talk again from Chch
Thursday, May 21, 2009
sad time my man went to Chch today...boohoo
I go up Saturday for the night we r going to stay in a motel..took every flybuy point I had but will be nice to be alone for last time in a wee while.
Got a linen party tonight so that will be good keep my mind off the empty house. www.linenparties.com
Work tomorrow 12noon till 5 and again on Monday last day. Posted a notice on work web page to sell my uniform off and have had a reply so hope that comes up trumps will be a few pennies my way...also had a bit of success with sales on trademe of late so a few dollars come in there too...thank god.
Went out for lunch with my girlfriend so was nice to catch up with her she was sad cause I am leaving.
Spent couple hours this afternnoon making a Happy Birthday banner for my man daughter she will be 3 on Saturday that is why I am going Chch but she is coming with us, mother permitting, when we come down here for Queens Birthday Weekend so I am planning a wee party for her here with a couple of my friends kids...it is also my man b/day on 1st so wee fun time for hime to spend his b/day with his girl.
guess i best get dressed etc nearly asleep actually was little sleep last night was still up fiddling around at 4am
I go up Saturday for the night we r going to stay in a motel..took every flybuy point I had but will be nice to be alone for last time in a wee while.
Got a linen party tonight so that will be good keep my mind off the empty house. www.linenparties.com
Work tomorrow 12noon till 5 and again on Monday last day. Posted a notice on work web page to sell my uniform off and have had a reply so hope that comes up trumps will be a few pennies my way...also had a bit of success with sales on trademe of late so a few dollars come in there too...thank god.
Went out for lunch with my girlfriend so was nice to catch up with her she was sad cause I am leaving.
Spent couple hours this afternnoon making a Happy Birthday banner for my man daughter she will be 3 on Saturday that is why I am going Chch but she is coming with us, mother permitting, when we come down here for Queens Birthday Weekend so I am planning a wee party for her here with a couple of my friends kids...it is also my man b/day on 1st so wee fun time for hime to spend his b/day with his girl.
guess i best get dressed etc nearly asleep actually was little sleep last night was still up fiddling around at 4am
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
EXCITING NEW STAGE IN LIFE
ok moving day is Tuesday next week. I am looking forward to it.Have checked umpteen different web pages re things i am going to do while there to make the move and life exciting...aquafit classes are Mon Wed and Thurs morning and swimming classes start new term. I will join the gym membership so can go to Centenial pool my fav but also can go to QE2 with the kids and Pioneer if I am over that way too. I will join the library so if things get to crowded in the caravan can so wrk there. The beach will be calling me as well. And i can get to know my family and friends that over the last 20plus years I have had little contact with. Not to mention I will be able to increase my client list for linen. I wnet to a wedding Easter weekend and met a lady there I want to contact re being my mentor she is keen for me to get intouch when I get up there so that will be grand.
ITS ALL GOOD.
ITS ALL GOOD.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
10mths and oh so many changes
not sure if I'll start blogging again but I know it helped me get thru so much shit when I was blogging so maybe I'll start again.
my life is pretty up and down just now more dwn than up actually.
huge weight gain
new relationship and the trials that brings-it hard breaking in a new man
nearly on the verge of loosing my house this time to the bank
probably have to move to Christchurch for work for partner that was tobe this weekend but now on hold so more uncertainty
have started my own mobile linen business HUGE step but I love it. flexible hours, my own boss, meet loads of lovely pple and GREAT money Lorraine Lea Linen www.linenparties.com you never know i might be heading your way one day soon.
right now I best get the fish fillets and veges on for tea my man will be home cold and hungry soon.
I will be back and hopefully it wont be 10mths between posts
my life is pretty up and down just now more dwn than up actually.
huge weight gain
new relationship and the trials that brings-it hard breaking in a new man
nearly on the verge of loosing my house this time to the bank
probably have to move to Christchurch for work for partner that was tobe this weekend but now on hold so more uncertainty
have started my own mobile linen business HUGE step but I love it. flexible hours, my own boss, meet loads of lovely pple and GREAT money Lorraine Lea Linen www.linenparties.com you never know i might be heading your way one day soon.
right now I best get the fish fillets and veges on for tea my man will be home cold and hungry soon.
I will be back and hopefully it wont be 10mths between posts
Saturday, August 9, 2008

thought I'd show my face here again...fat and chubby face that it is getting.
Things have quietened down a lot this last 2 weeks thank god cause I was wearing very thin to the extent it was effecting my work and I got taken into the bosses office last Thursday he asked if everything was alright cause I had been making silly mistakes and something that was costing money and time to fix PULL YA HEAD IN FELICITY. But I am down to 3 jobs now and thing should be much smoother...that being said I have slowed right down this week to a dead stop...had couple of days working in Chch with linen and got a bloody bout of broncittis and feel like I am at deaths door. Stayed 2 extra days in Chch then came home Wednesday and bloobbed since...12 noon and still in my dressing gown. Will get dressed soon have to go to Omarama and deliver Avon this afternoon should have been done last weekend. Linen has been going really well I have exceeded my targets the last 2 months...if any of you know of anyone in mid/lower south island that I could contact re a linen party PLEASE let me know. Couple of big months ahead...starting on 14th Lorraine Lea Linen do HUGE promotion for Kids with Cancer thru the year and go all out for 2 weeks end of August...lots of parties and hoping this year to raise over 100 thousand and more exciting itsgoing to Starship Foundation here in little old Kiwiland, helping to refurbish 8 preteen units at Starship...FANTASTIC. I am donating a percentage of my months sales plus runnning a raffle at parties and will take it around town next week selling tickets. Plus I will have a party with all the party credits going to the Foundation so hope to raise $500 myself. So if anyone wants a raffle drop me a line hehehe prize is a Pj bear-see website for a picture of this cute wee fella...any sales of this bear $3 goes to the program.
Later
well I got to Omarama and did my Avon deliveries had a nice coffee and a peice of scrummy rocky road cake sure it was low calorie hehe. Was a lovely day but biter cold breeze and of course made me cough like an old man but nice to get out of the house...tomorrow I'll deliver the Twizel orders.
Monday, July 7, 2008
missing in action
but been having a ball for the most part....my computor crashed big time so I have lost all my blogs. Couldnt even remember what I had called my new one but thru some detective work found myself again hehehe
weight management has been the last thing on my mind to be honest.
Have taken up selling Lorraine Lea Linen (www.linenparties.com) if u want to have a look love to travell to your place for a party. Been extremely busy-at one stage I had 5 jobs but knocked it down to 4 and one will be coming to an end next month perhaps.
Most exciting news of late is that I have bought my house back off himself...translated I have mortgaged myself to the wall to get back what ones was mine but I can say my home again.
good to be back but my bed is calling me
night
weight management has been the last thing on my mind to be honest.
Have taken up selling Lorraine Lea Linen (www.linenparties.com) if u want to have a look love to travell to your place for a party. Been extremely busy-at one stage I had 5 jobs but knocked it down to 4 and one will be coming to an end next month perhaps.
Most exciting news of late is that I have bought my house back off himself...translated I have mortgaged myself to the wall to get back what ones was mine but I can say my home again.
good to be back but my bed is calling me
night
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