hospital and bad health

My health has been getting worse over the last few months actually to be honest I can't remember being well all this year. Asthma and Broncitis coming and going evedry couple of weeks...been getting worse over the last month...been to dr 4 times in 3 weeks and no improvement and then wham Sunday afternoon I couldn't get my breath had a nebuliser but still no sucess sucked on inhaler all afternoon and just got worse had another neb at 5 then Alan run an ambulance 3 more neblits in ambulance and at hospital with lights flashing. Of course I was put in quarantine till they decided I was flu free chest xray revealed I had a collapsed lung FUCK so a wee op to insert a tube into the left lung and train it...because the repritory ward had a flu scare I was addmitted to cardiac ward at 1.30am not alot of sleep had but was bloody nice to be able to breath. Had been so SCARY I tell you and alone...unfortunately Alan also is crook so wasnt aloud in the hospital because f infection so here I am fitting for breath and just wanting him to make it all better and he couldnt help me...very lonely
Next day
transfered to respitory ward mid morning helps more bloods etc Socail worker physcio doctors etc...physio is getting me some treatment for my knee go figure in for chest get me knee fixed had nothing after the bloody op on it. Have breathing classes to go to and some others to inquire about next week.
Next Day
more xray and yeap it back up so out with tube and train and more xray later in day all ok so u can go home so discharged at 7. Alan met me at door and home back to caravan not ideal but that is how it is.
Next Day
Alan dad at dr with chest infection me running around doing that taking Alan to work getting scriptions etc went over to stay afternoon with Mum just to get some rest
Next Day
Alan to dr he has phnemonia so more running around more xrays more drs more prescriptions to be collected and very little rest
later that day I had an appointment to be assessed for Green Prescription course I start on monday set myself some challenges and walked out feeling bloodybest I have felt in ages.
Today
After getting some stuff sorted here left for a walk took car to mall and walked for 20mins nothing major but better than naught and I was pleased I did it. Then went over picked up Mum and we did a few wee chores and more walking/strolling around shops. Got home about 5 Alan had tea cooked.
Tomorrow going to watch my newphew (age 5) play rugby then, tom after Alan daughter (age3) is coming to visit later tom night we are all out family dinner 22 of us for Mum and Dad 50 wedding anniversary so a long day ahead but could have been longer as I also had a linen party to do but I have stepped back moved the 5 parties I had this week, for 10days bugger but it has to be done.