day 2

Breakfast yip I remembered today

1 fresh and fruity apricot yogurt

slice fruit bread burgen

pear sliced ontop

2 coffee trim milk no sugar

Lunch

cruskits and hummus

tea

cold smoked salmon

spiniach

2 small poached egggs

mackenzie bread

dressing

yogurt capers and dill processed(should be greek yogurt but only have ordinary natural)

Went to ricccarton mall this afternoon picked up my layby from TS14 HOWEVER more on layby

funky necklace and a vest.

then I went to K and K and oops found just what I have been wanting a nice rain/shower coat in the most gorgeous red and a felt/wool coat in black wide laple and large button. sadly they dnt have a picture on the website yet.

I also went to Farmers and got the most cute fish plates(in pic of dinner) and 2 nice smokky black glasses for my optifast shakes and from a little boutique kitchen shop red cup and saucer for my coffee (long black cup)

Also got a set of 3 funky silver dangly earings

So I have a great day shopping and spoiling myself.

more news

had a phone call this afternoon from surgeon's(Mr Kelly) PA and she had some reasuring news.
Mr Kelly suggests I see another surgeon...I said that was the way I was thinking and could he refer me to David Schroder in Hamilton so that is how it is looking.

In the mean time

food today

Breakfast
oops forgot

Lunch
3 tbls Hummus
4 cruskits

afternoon snack
banana

tea yum
1/2 fillet of smoked salmon
coleslaw from supermarket deli
meslin lettuce
alpha sprout
carrot
tomoate
1/8 avocardo
edam cheese
dill
capers
boiled egg

very tasty

had 3 small walks
did my meds

watch me I am going to win this

the news is

not good.

Some of you had already worked it out I was heading for weight loss surgery.

I went to see the surgeon etc and he wanted me to have breathing test etc and the out come of it is...my lung is not able to cope with a huge operation like this so the brunt of it is...no surgery.

I was/am so gutted
I didnt know what to do
I cant believe what to do
Where do I go from here I am lost
I am had it
I might as well curl up and die now
what else is there to do

WELL

for a start Felicity Jane Dagg get ya fucken self off that pity track yeah so he has said no what r u going to do about it.

I am going to use the cash to still improve my health or I am gonna bloody die trying.

I am going to visit my doctor
I am getting a dietican
I am getting councelling
I am getting a personal trainer
I am going to auqa classes
I am going back to breathing dr again to see what I can do.

I am not giving up

and I will get my doctor to put me forward for public surgery because the wait will be 2 yrs minimum so I will be better by then.

had an awesome day yesterday.

2 friends and I meet at Riccarton Mall, I paid 100 of my layby at TS14 and then bought another $120 of sale items ggrrr I cant stop...but the pants were gorgoeus pin stripe fabric with a pink stripe on grey button detail at hem and stretch fabric elastic waist loook so comfy also got a long line tank thing in the bright pink to wear with them....I am going to look so hot next summer going to have to change clothes every hour of the day to get to wear them all though heheheh.

I MUST STOP BUYING.

I didn't get my boots they didnt go near my hideously fat calves so will just keep wearing the onse I have, but b4 I do again I will get the heels fixed where I have walked over on them that will be so much more comfy.

We then went over to Merivale mall to a Style workshop what shape are you what to wear for your shape-it was fantastic and so interesting. Stephanie Rumble was the presenter she is a personal stylist based here in Chch of course she is a size 10 but still extremely interesting....I laughed she was saying hour she was doing a wardrobe audit for a lady it took 10 hours heheh she hasnt seen mine has she would take a week for mine. Go back today and it is colours tomorrow is accesories and that will be nice cause hey at any size u can get fancy rings scarves or bags to fancy up ya black on black on black heheh not that I am wearing much black these days.

then this afternoon I have an apoointment with the specialist which will change my life for ever either way what he has to say but I haope it is good news...will report on that later.

but for now I BEST GET MOVING I didnt get anything done yesterday just up and off and home at 6.30 intime to cook tea so best do some chores b4 I leave today...also want to plant out some bedding plants I bought other day...so best get moving.

talk again SOON

good morning program yesterday some good tips

http://tvnz.co.nz/good-morning/s2010-e220310-lisaoneill1-video-3427932

http://tvnz.co.nz/good-morning/s2010-e220310-lisaoneill2-video-3427939

wow I love city living

I have had such a great week

Monday; tests at hospital (so that wasnt so great) and visited a friend who is in hospital

Tuesday; Lunch with my friend Ngaire, then went to lawyer signed my will. had flu vac and then went to Brighton had a look around the shops there not much left to bother looking at really and to think Brighton use to be humming b4 saturday trading took off.

Wednesday; Funeral (again not so great but also nice to catch up with family I havent seen since proabably the last funeral). On way home called into Classic Clothing and bought a lovely charcoal fine knit tunic and red top and couple scrummy scarves I am going to look so hot this winter.

Thursday; cleaned house and ironing a must unfortunatly with all these new clothes. went to beautican got face waxed feel less like a werewolf, then I Shopped for winter clothes for step daughter she will be warm and cosy and cute cant wait to see the smile on her face tomorrow when I show her all her lovely stuff.

today; cleaned house again why doesnt it stay clean then meet Margaret(fellow blogger) for lunch yummy and great conversation and even had a wine tasty. Then I went over to my aunties and picked up a couple things she had for Mum. Then at 5 meet another blogger Paula for coffee nattered till well ffter 6 shot to supermarket got few supplies for tea forgot milk for me but should be enough for breakfast coffee then home to cook a scrummy steak, mushrooms, roaster tatties, onions and egg meal...yum yum yum

Tomorrow after Alan finishes work we are off to Twizel for the night-sort out some crap that went on down there after house sold. Taking Brooke with us to see Grandma Margaret etc b4 the winter. Home again Sunday so a very quick trip.

Monday hopefull a day of rest.

Wed Thurs Fri and Sat next week Merivale mall are having a Style week

wed what to wear for your body shape, thursday, colours, Fri accessories, Sat putting it all together so I am spending pretty much all next week in Merivale hehehe Also going to Kumfs shoe store to buy some new boots

Also have an appointment with the specailist on Thuesday so hope have some good news I can then reveal.

but right now I am off to bed 10.30 and this old chook is pooped

what have i been doing this week

well since Tuesday I have been vomitting and etc (you need no more info on that) and felt reall rough still very whoozy and quick to move if I need the bathroom i can tell you.


Cold wet and raining today and yesterday so decided not to go out yesterday but need to go today...have some guide biscuits to pick up and got visit my girlfriend who has just moved to Chch from Oamaru I have talked about Ngaire b4 she us to live in Palmerston Nth moved back dwn south to be closer to her family...anyways she moved to chch this week...will be great to have her close.


to night I am off to Busting Out with some old Twizel friends sould be a real blast.


but before that at 6pm I have to be at riccarton Mall TS14 have a xpo of there autumn collection I went on Monday so know what I am after and want to put on layby... a blouse and vest





also will get one of those crushed cardy/shrug things in black to go with a top I bought at ts last month it is sleeveless and I wnat something to cover the ugly arms.

right get to the day Felicity

Marianne Williamson Quote

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most firghtens us.

We ask ourselves, who am i to be brillian, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small doesnt serve the world.

There's nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We are born to make a manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we aew liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others

How great it that...I went to a speaker/inspiration coach last night and this is want she read at the close of her talk she had the room gobsmacked and I wanted to share it.

thursday

wow now that is original heading.

Went to an inspirational speaker last night she was great second time I have listened to her in a month but still learnt heaps

Had for a chest xray this afternoon and have breathing test on Tuesday morning.

Tomorrow afternoon I am having coffee with a group of ladies at Northlands...we chat on the web.

Saturday and Sunday we have Brooke plan to take her swimming on Sunday and to the beach to play in the sand on Saturday

Monday I am meeting with a girlfriend to go to House of Heather road show (www.houseofheather.co.nz) then we are gonna go to Westfield mall (Riccarton) to check out www.TS14plus.co.au

Monday night my friend from Oamaru is moving to Chch so staying here a couple nights before her flat is ready.

Tuesday night have a linen unit meeting. Have a lady coming with me she is keen to become a consultant, how great is that.

Friday 2 friends and there hubbies and I are going to Busting Out-should be a giggle.

A busy week.